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Permalink                                                                                                                                 Misery has come homeOn this cold December dayShe has embraced meWith a smile that only welcomes deathI do not pretend not to invite herFor it was I that gave her the keyAnd it was I that led her to that roomWhere she unpacked her bags and preparedFor the nightShe knows no limits, I gave her no restrictionsI ache for her to leaveWhat a great fool I amI should have known because I was shownI live everyday in this tormentI lie awake at night with no comfortSometimes when I have fallen asleepAnd all around me seems still and at peaceMisery will come and lie beside me, explainingThat the room that I gave her was too far and too coldIn my bed she lay sleepingBehind me she curls upI hear her breathing like it was mine own.
Permalink     Seems like a long time ago when I felt like I was filled with all  the conviction and certainty of what I want. I knew where my heart  belonged even though my mind was all over the place.  What makes two  flames to be made as one? I used to believe in a flame of love which  wont be separated by anything. I had a faith in everything that I wanted  to believe.  One would get a bit puzzled when I say I don’t have a  faith in what I want to believe. No doubt in what I decide, whom I  trusted and who I am. You cannot have that so easily like The strong  link of clashed and sparked two flames was part of my identity.  My fate  might be to rekindle the other flame and myself. My fate would be to  find another flame and make a one stronger flame. My fate may be to just  keep on strengthening my own flame. Who knows?  I dont know. I dont  wanna know. Reminiscence. The word that clings to my mind all the time.  It wont let me go and hold me back to where things started fall apart.   Its all up to me after all. There is no fate that previously decides  what the future holds. THE heart rests on where I have a faith in. 
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Faith

We are all human beings; in that regard, we are all the same. The only real difference lies in people’s life-conditions. Our life-condition continues beyond death, into eternity. Therefore, as the Daishonin says, “Faith alone is what really matters.”

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People

I like the rhythm of people laughing, talking and listening to each other.  Sometimes it is too comfortable to be on the rhythm and not think about anything important. We need these moments of being away from a crowd of people by being in a crowd of people.  This is an amazing experience that you can have without going out to any expensive restaurant or traveling to Europe. It is priceless.

Music is a key component of linking people together. It is almost like a language that you can have a conversation with.  Your heart beats with the rhythm of the music and so do others’.  Things are complicated sometimes but you are the one that is making it complicated.  It is you that can make things either difficult or easy.  In other words, negative or positive.

Soka kids are amazing as we all are trying to connect to each other in any way that is possible. When people are seeking this moments of click felt in hearts, they manifest something that they inherently possessed, something profound. we should be able to convey that ability to people outside, awaiting this opportunity desperately.

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My Grampa in California….
She let me stay at her house for this summer.  Her house is as big as three of my house in Japan can fit in…. She gave me a lot of life lessons that I needed. Coto de Casa :D
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